Finally, I am kind of being fired! semi-fired?!

So what?!

I am a staff member, not your slave

I am a casual staff, not the fulltime

and btw.. I am a full time student!

not like you~

always proud of yourself about studying in TAFE

saying ppl study uni is the stupid choice

you! see how you act

that can tell how poor you are educated!

 

manager?! yes

you are having the salary of a manager

having the authority of a manager

but you will never get the respect of being a manager

unless you start to know what is a manager

and how to respect

 

simplified version of the conversation today

G - me    B - the bitch     D - drivers

G: xx can I go home now? (@ 2230)

B: em... can you help with the wash up first

G: actually I can't help much as my hand got hurt

B: it's not fair to the other drivers

G: but I was supposed to go at 2200

B: I know, but do the wash up is part of the driver's duty, do you think these should be left to me to do?

D: (Mandarin) you go, I will do it for you....

B: it's not fair

G: I have to go because I still have assignment to do

B: all other drivers have to do the wash up

G: yes, but why you always hold me back to do the wash up? I have overworked for ten hours during the recess, all because of you (she kept me stay behind almost everyday during the recess)

B: all other drivers have to stay behind and do the wash up (she has nothing else to say)

G: how about last night? a driver he was supposed to stay till 2230, but you cashed him out at 2030. I should be the one finished at 2030, why didn't you cash me out?

B: that driver was replacing someone else, he should not have a shift last night

(Bitch! if that is the case, that means he is willing to stay. It also means you would need someone during his shift. So, why don't you keep him?)

G: but you hold me back just because of washing those 20 lids

B: all drivers have to do the wash up (do you have any other thing to say?! it's so dull to chat with you!)

B: you should not speak to me like this

G: if you want me to respect you, you should know how to be respected

B: I respect you and you should respect me

G: you never respect me!

B: you always threw the pen and asked me to sign (yes, I did that whenever she hold me back unnecessarily)

B: you shouldn't speak to me like this and you will have no shifts next week

G: that's not the way to be a manager! if you want me to respect you....

B: you do not respect me (of course! because you are not worth for my respect!)

B: I am the manager. I have the authority and you should not speak to me like this (like this?!? I think I am the most gentle one already... remember when the other drivers left... hand up! if you are the one left without saying "Fxxx" and "Bxxxx"! no!? thank you! if you really didn't and you are regret now... you are welcome back and to express yourself!)

B: go to Jason and go to complain.... I said that you will not have anymore job! (she got her mobile immediately... obviously, she was making a report to Jason in advance and she was afraid that I am going to call Jase tonight... I am not that naive... thatz not the game of mine)

 

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That is how I semi-fired

That is how I kind of lost my job

but... let me tell you... it is not the end

 

manupulation!

you are the manager! you are supposed to "manage"

do you need a dictionary to look up what is meant by "manage" and what is meant by "manupulate"?

if you can't get the different... plz go back to school and learn more!

 

I will keep working and let you feel hard about seeing your "hateful human being" moving around in the store and laughing happily in front of and at the back of you!

 

btw... only bitch would like to know every single word that people speak in another language...

because bitch knows she always does something that induce the other to blame and gossip about her!

 

c u tmr!

 

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p.s. 小龍... may be you are really right....人善被人欺... 我今日真的受夠了! 再接下來... 我不會再被動地被欺的... 等著看吧!

今日突有一種很差的感覺

 

對於一些『朋友』

真的不願意多交流

常把責任推卸

又不懂顧大局

自己的念頭

把其他人都混了一頓

最後

又把禍頭推到我身上

 

我有我辦事方式

我願意去擔的責任

絕不會把結果或錯誤推到他人身上

 

現在的我

的確有點火

覺得那人聰明得很

但...

卻把我身邊的朋友誤導一番

認為我自私而令事情變得不完滿

我想俗說一句『關我屁事!!!』

 

 

Getting towards the due date, I was so worry the assignment.

However, now, 5 more days left and I only have one assignment left.

Even though, I still have to work during the weekend, I feel so good about this.

Shall I take a rest tonight? I really want to... can I?

 

I have been working at the library since eight o'clock this morning till the library closed. It was a long day, but it's worth! All my group mates and I were so happy that we could get the whole presentation done today. It was amazing. Especially, I only slept for less than three hours last night and I could work for ten hours without having a coffee or falling asleep. But I know, it must be harmful to myself >n<... Okay... I will be good! If I could get everything done!

 

I received the phone call from Mum last week. Really want to say something, but thanks God I did not say it! Thanks that I did not give up! Thanks that I've got that bad news at the RIGHT time (even though, I thought that was the worst timing at the moment I heard that, as it stopped me from speaking)! r.i.p.

 

I trust You forever! Nothing is impossible in You!